I Get Off

‘I Get Off’ is the title of a Halestorm song I was recently enjoying. The lyrics have a slightly more voyeuristic spin than what is going through my head, but it still fits. If you are unfamiliar with the song, lead singer Lzzy Hale is singing about getting off on a peeping tom watching her through a window and getting off on her. Dirty and delicious.

Those of you who have read my stories know that eye contact and the emotional connection that comes with it plays a big part in my erotica. Looking into her eyes and seeing her lust for me is a sure fire way to send me over the top. I don’t know if that is a submissive thing or just a general human thing, but it is definitely a me thing. And I believe it works for lots of other humans. The singer Jem has a song called ‘Come On Closer’ that has these lyrics in it:

“Gonna take it slow babe, do it my way, keep your eyes on me. Your reaction, to my action, is what I want to see.”

Yep. That is spot on. But then why wouldn’t that get someone off? Seeing that hot girl, T or otherwise, panting with desire, riding a wave of sexual euphoria that you are creating would positively set your ego on fire! You are making this other human feel good, really good, orgasmic good and at that point in time you are all they are focused on in the entire world. Yea baby, keep your eye on me.

This stuff is my kryptonite. It will swallow me up and drown me. Sure I would prefer to be madly in love with the person I’m making this connection with, but the dirty little truth is that if we’re clicking at this level, it’s not 100% necessary. Look into my eyes, release your lust, and together we will ride the stormy seas of sexual gratification until that last Tsunami heaves us gasping onto land. Come on baby, I get off on you.

T-girl relationships. How’s this supposed to work?

I’m struggling a little bit here and not with writer’s block. Just with this whole scene in general. It’s a little goofed up. So many of us submissive guys who are crazy about tgirls want them to top us and the really hot ones just want to be girls and be topped by guys who probably would just as soon be topping a cis-girl. Now tell me that’s not a recipe for general unhappiness all around!

Sure there are some exceptions to this rule, as there are in all situations, but not many. I believe my muse and general all round hot blonde Foxy Angel is a top that likes being a top. If she bottoms for a boyfriend I’ve never witnessed it in a picture or video.

Things are changing pretty fast and in the future there might be more men comfortable with a really hot girl no matter what her equipment may be. That would help out the new girls and make it easier for them to find acceptance and dates. But what about guys like me?

I understand how if you are wanting to become a girl you would want to distance yourself from all things male. And that especially includes the penis that most separates you from your desired state of being and everything that comes with it. That is the physical aspect and as a species we definitely judge a book by the cover so the cover has to look and feel like a female. This all makes complete sense and let me say that I really appreciate all the hard work you ladies put into the cover art!

Some subs are pretty zealous, looking more for a mistress than a girlfriend who can top them and I can see where that would be a turnoff, but I’d wager there are fair number of men who want an equal in life and a top (or equal) in the bedroom. If you know what you want to become please don’t take this as me trying to sway you. That’s not what I’m trying to do. However, if you’re a t-girl who is not sure about going all the way, I want to encourage you that there are guys out here who are thrilled with you being the ‘third’ sex. Embrace what you are now and wrap it in a thick layer of confidence, because your confidence is what really gets us guys or girls turned on!  I don’t give two hoots in hell what’s between your legs, if you’ve got confidence in your eyes and actions. Sexy will ooze from your pores and that confidence will be the chariot that takes any girl from meh to sexy quicker than the new Dodge Demon will get you a speeding ticket.

Guys, if you want to help these incredible ladies find that confidence you have to do your part too. Treat them as the beautiful women they appear to be and then embrace whatever other treasures they may have to share with you. If we all work together we can create an environment free of guilt and judgement. Then when boy meets girl, they both part with a big smile on their faces.

 

Am I Straight or Gay?

According to my own test I’m straight with an open mind. Go figure. But then some people would accuse me of setting up the test to fit what I think I am. Can’t blame them for that and from their side of street I would probably say the same. But give me a few lines to explain.

While looking at some pictures of a female to male transgender I tried to imagine what it would be like to make love to that person knowing full well that they are genetically female. What I’m supposed to like as a male to keep the old human race going and all. If I’m honest, I don’t think I could do it. Maybe that makes me superficial, beauty being only skin deep and all that stuff, but I identify that person as a male and the thought of being intimate with them is anything but erotic for me. In my life I have seen several men that I thought were incredibly handsome or beautiful depending on your favorite adjective, however, I’ve have yet to see or meet one that I was sexually attracted to. None that I’ve wanted to kiss.

In my mind I think this proves that I’m at least mostly straight, or maybe I’m straight confused. Who knows? I put together that test for fun and to provoke some thought. I figured there might be others out there who wonder where they fall out on the straight vs gay scale. In truth, I hope the test tells you that maybe you shouldn’t worry about it at all. Like what you like and go out and enjoy it. If you like males, go get you one, females, sure why not. Girls with something extra or guys with something missing, if it stokes your fire enjoy it.

Life is short and pleasures can be fleeting. Embrace what you like and go out there and get it!

Are You Straight or Gay? Take my test!

In the T-Girl world straight can be thrown out there as a verification test. A T-Girl that can stir a straight guy into a sexual froth, well now that proves that she’s got it going on! She’s not just passable, she’s hot, sexy and all those other adjectives that are laid up around a pretty girl. She has passed the ultimate test.

But hold on a minute, how can a guy be straight and get all turned on about a girl with a penis? Isn’t that whole penis thing gay? Sure you touch your own, but touching someone else’s? Now that’s crazy talk!

As I was discussing in an earlier post there are tests out there for everything. Even helping you figure out what your favorite type of dress sock is. Personally, I like the ones that don’t slide down. In an effort to clear up this ‘straight vs gay’ thing I have developed a little test of my own. So let’s get right to it.

View the picture below for a moment. I’ll wait….

Ok…I didn’t think it’d take you that long. Now, answer the following questions honestly. Do you find this person sexually attractive? If by some miracle you were to get the green light would you ‘do’ this person? Feel free to write your answers down or just remember them. We’ll discuss them at the end of the test.

Again, please view the following picture.

Do you find this person sexually attractive? Would you have sex with them given the opportunity? I bet you already see where this test is going.

Next picture.

Things are a little different now. This person may have some qualities you find sexually attractive and one quality that is not attractive. Now your answers might not be as definite. Consider your answers to the same questions as before and be honest. Even if the answer is ‘maybe’.

Last picture. You know the drill.

Whoa. Is this one is the real mind bender? Do you find this person sexually attractive? Would you have sexual relations with this person given the opportunity?

It is said that we eat with our eyes first. The attractiveness of the plated food draws us in and sets our expectations for the meal. Here are four attractive meals with two of them possessing some exotic flavors. Perhaps too exotic for some tastes.

Now lets break down your answers.

Yes, no, no, no. You are probably arrow straight.

Yes, no, maybe/yes, no. You’re straight with an open mind, but not too open.

Yes, no, no, yes. You are biologically straight. Female DNA only please.

No, yes, yes, no. You’re biologically homosexual. Is that even a thing?

No, yes, no, yes. You like guys and you’re not too picky about the equipment.

No, no, yes, no or no, no, no yes. You’re very specific about your sex partners you delicious little kinkster you!

Yes, yes, yes, yes. You love sex and congratulations! You have the best chances to get ya some out of all of the rest of us!

No, no, no, no. What the heck are you even doing on this site?

So after this exhausting test what have your learned for certain? I like dress socks that don’t slide down. But maybe I also got you thinking about straight vs gay in a different light. Next time I’ll talk about my answers to this test.

Shemales: Not Just for Domination?

I’ve been thinking about that test I took awhile ago that said I’m an Alpha male. Granted, I don’t believe that an online test is the end all, be all of determining your dominance level. After all there are tests out there that will tell you what type of dog you would be, who’s the friend you’re most likely to end up in a jail cell with and what Disney princess you would be and no, I haven’t taken any of those. Even I have limits.

On this blog and in most of my stories I focus the male being submissive, but I could certainly top the right T-Girl. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still more submissive than dominant, but a big part of my submissiveness is about pleasuring the woman I’m with. If I’m shoving her up against the wall and we’re passionately going at it and she’s digging it, like reeeeealy digging it, then it would be ‘All aboard! This train is leaving the station!’.

Take the lovely lady above. If you were lucky enough to be making out with Ana and she was passionately returning your attentions while murmuring how much she wanted you inside her, well I’m pretty darn sure I would rise to the occasion. A big part of the sub thing, at least for me, is to be wanted by someone so badly they are aggressive and instant about what they want. Because of that I still find femdom interesting. Not as titliating as these beautiful and delicious T-Girls, but pretty darn exciting if the woman is really into it and not just playing a part.

Dominance and submission comes in many different shades of gray. (I bet you see what I did there) I don’t know if I will ever discuss it all here and you’ll be happy to know that is not my intention. After all, I only have my own experiences to draw from and when it comes to D/s sex, I’m well read, but hardly worldly.

I guess we’ll explore it some together and we’ll talk about my stories and we’ll have fun with some captions along the way. If you want to share your experiences and wisdom with me I’d be happy to listen.

An Alpha Male and Subission

I’ve been reading some Omegaverse fan fiction lately. That whole universe is based on humans who have wolf/dog pack characteristics that are Alpha/Beta/Omega. In this universe sex is a little different. Out side of the ‘normal’ biology you have Omega males who can get pregnant by either another male or an Alpha female. That whole Alpha female on Omega male thing is quite intriguing to me and at some point I may take a stab at that in their universe, but I digress. That is a long lead in to explain why I was interested enough to take an on line test last week to determine if I’m Alpha, Beta or Omega. I expected to come out a Beta, but much to my surprise, according to the test, I’m an Alpha.

If that’s the case, why the heck am I so darn sexually submissive?! That answer is out there on the internet and I’m not going to go into all the psychology of it here. Instead, I’d like to explore it a little from my point of view.

In my every day life I’m not some CEO or any one of  the other high powered positions that come to mind when you think ‘Alpha male’. However, I am a manager of sorts with a significant amount of responsibility that requires me to wear my Alpha hat. In the rest of my life I generally try to resist taking on any more responsibility or telling others what to do. I won’t let people push me around, but at the same time I’m not aggressive. But I’m not even sure if any of that plays into my submissiveness. I’m a very partner focused person and I like to make people happy. When the person I’m in bed with is getting off on what I’m doing…well that’s what gets me off. If she does that and acts like she really wants me, won’t take no for an answer type of wants me, I’m putty in her hands.

So I guess this isn’t the in depth expose’ I was thinking it might be. Maybe I’m really just that simple. If you want me and really let me know that you’ve got to have me, I’m probably yours. And yours and yours and yours too. Good thing for my current relationship that no one ever try’s to take me like that or I’d be in deep trouble.

Submission isn’t the same for everyone and my version is very vanilla with maybe some chocolate syrup and a few nuts. No where near the Rocky Road of cuckolding or the black raspberry chocolate chunk of BDSM, but with the right partner, okay it would have to be the perfect partner, I might take a small bowl and give those choices a try.

 

The new book is published!

‘Like She Owns Me’ was published last week on Smashwords and Kindle Direct Publishing! It was supposed to be ‘My Nympho T-Girl’ but I changed the name at the last minute for two reasons. I was kind of inspired by my last post here and my friend Anasheya has gone quiet and I couldn’t use the cover art they produced for the book. I really hope Anasheya is okay. If you read this Anasheya we all are missing you! Please at least let us know that you’re alright.

This whole writing thing is fun and frustrating. I really want to put out a good product and give a good value for the money someone spends. But when I look on the internet for books like mine I find that many are 5 to 7,000 words and selling for 2.99. That’s about the length of my typical short story and would take a lot less time produce. My story ‘Like She Owns Me’ is 40,000 words for 2.99. I’m sure anyone can do the math on that one. But in the end I’ve got a regular job to pay my bills and the money isn’t the driving force for doing this. Sure it would be great to be able to quit the day job and write from home, but I don’t see that happening.

I have found that there is one thing that I miss about the Literotica website. The feedback. The readers there are awesome about letting an author know that they appreciate their work. If you happen to be a Literotica reader thank you for every time you’ve ever left a comment or sent feedback on anyone’s story.

If you bought a copy of ‘Like She Owns Me’ and it led you here…Thank you! I appreciate your support!

Male Pregnancy and submission

Male pregnancy or M-preg is confusing. We all know that biologically it can’t happen, but then Futanari and  Zombies are biologically impossible and you see how those capture our imaginations.

Let me go on the record right now and say that I in no way want to actually be pregnant. I have two lovely children and was there through both pregnancies and births and I am truly humbled by a woman’s ability to bring life into this world. However when one of the babies would move inside her all I could think of was that scene from the first Alien movie where the alien ‘baby’ bursts from the guy’s chest. (Sorry Honey.)

But let’s move past all that real science stuff into the realm of fantasy where this stuff actually finds a place on my excitement meter. While I don’t want to be pregnant I find wondering ‘what if a woman could make me pregnant?’ quite intriguing. Wether she did it through force or deception that submission is very exciting to me.

Take Anasheya’s drawing above. This futa is plainly stating her intentions. Intentions that I read to make a male pregnant, since I’m a male and she’s speaking to me. I suppose a woman could red it differently and that shows Anasheya’s genius in letting the reader think what they want.  Her erection certainly makes me think she has the ability to follow through with it.

What would come after her statement? Laughter and a ‘Yea, right.’? Maybe. It could just as easily be ‘give it your best shot babe.’ spoken in my confidence in her inability to follow through. In a world where her statement has been proven true on other men perhaps I would be begging her not to do that to me. No matter what the situation, the possibility that she could exert her will over me in that that way is intoxicating.

But what about a married couple? In that scenario I would also find the coercion to submit erotic. Take a wife who for whatever reason, is the breadwinner, can’t have kids, is just too fabulous or narcissistic, is coercing her husband to have her baby. I guess the Absolute Vodka advertisement is trying to say it’s as different a man getting pregnant. Of course you know where my mind went. ‘I’m far to beautiful to be ruined by pregnancy and oh honey it’s so easy, we just take these pills or shots and after a few role reversal romps I’ll have you knocked up. You’ll be fine and I’ll be with you through it all. Kisses.’

All these scenarios are erotic to me because of the submission. In my daily life I’m not a very submissive guy, but put me in a sexual situation and I’m putty in her hands. Forced submission is freeing. I can be the guy I want the world to see me as, but if that chick with a dick forces herself on me then I can’t be held accountable. At least that what my subconscious tells me.

One last cartoon. This one from the great NIP, Nobody in Particular. I love this and after reading this post I’m sure you don’t need me to break it down so just enjoy it.

 

 

Nobody in Particular NIP

There are some extremely talented artists out there drawing shemale/futa on male. I think most everyone knows how much I like Anasheya, but today I’d like to put a pitch in for nobody in particular. Uh…wait, that didn’t sound right. I mean I want to tell you about nobody in particular. Hehehe…before I push this into the realm of ‘Who’s on First?’ I’ll stop right there. I love a good sense of humor and NIP has it is in spades. ‘Nobody In Particular’ being the name of the artists would be great fun for me even if I didn’t like his work and thankfully that is not the case.

Check our the two comics in this post. These don’t begin to scratch the surface of his works, but they are two that I like and I thought I’d share them here. I enjoy NIP’s wry sense of humor and I think it really shows up in this first series.

 

 

Misunderstood Proposal

I love the role reversal and how NIP hides it till the last panel. I have my quirks just like everyone and certain situations speak to me more than others, but I can always count on NIP to shoot close to the mark.

Now take this next one. A chance meeting with a pretty futa who is more than open to allowing you to give her a little head? Again, just a great panel. I would encourage you to look up more of the artist’s work. NIP does way more than just futa on male stuff and you never know what you might find to trip your trigger out there.

 

 

 

Shemale sighting?

I like cars and cruise ins. You pull into a big parking lot, find a spot for your car and then go wander amongst all the beautiful machinery. To me they are kinetic artwork. It’s not generally a place to find hot chicks, but there are usually a few wandering around on the arm of their boyfriend, but a shemale? I’d sooner expect a unicorn to come dancing down a row of cars shitting rainbows all over the hoods.

Now don’t get excited thinking that I saw some smoking hot shemale strutting amongst the cars. That didn’t happen. But what I did see, and desperately wish I had a picture of, was this skinny, tattooed chick with short brunette hair step up behind her boyfriend who was bent over a particularly sweet open engine coupe checking out the interior. She put her hips against his ass, then laid along his back and slipped her arms around him and rested her head on his back. That was slightly erotic in it’s own right, but the quirky little mischievous smile she had on her face was what put it over the top.

Admittedly, I see what I want to see sometimes and not what is actually there. The long haired person walking along the road always starts off as a pretty girl before she turns into just some long haired dude. But that smile, along with how quickly he stood up and grabbed her hand….well it sure piqued my interest. She wasn’t a beauty, but she was sexy as hell and that little stunt…well it did  make me wonder. Is she a shemale?

Probably not a shemale, I know, but at the least she might be pegging him. And in my world that’s still hot! I kept an eye on them as they continued to wander, hoping that there might be some further evidence to support my wonderings, but unfortunately I can’t report anything else.

I wonder if writing this blog is making me look around and be more aware of the potential for a shemale sighting or it’s just got my imagination working overtime. Either way, I guess it’s still an improvement. LOL!